
On returning home I reflected on my own space and noticed that my home had elements of a shrine, in a personal sense, specifically a high shelf in my bedroom. Interestingly, religious shrines and symbolism are often put in high places as a sign of respect and importance such as the Buddha. I remember reading that tattoo’s involving religious iconography should never be placed below the waist and also that the Quran should always be placed on the highest shelf.
I have never thought of myself as a religious person. This connection between the shrines in Thailand and my shelf at home has had a marked change of perspective for me. There are many aspects of religion that I can most definitely learn from and perhaps we all share the same need for a kind of clarity and understanding of life that can sometimes manifest as a religious belief, or sometimes not. This integral need to look outside of ourselves is something I think connects all humans.
My shelf is a collection of things that hold significance to me, something I think most people naturally do and something which is intrinsically within us – a need to bridge a gap between thoughts and feelings and the physical world. A need to reinforce a sense of self, to remember, to reflect or to worship out side of our own mind. I want to look at how and why people create these displays within spaces.
In an attempt to gain further understanding I will analyse some aspects of this display. The elephant candle was a gift from my oldest and best friend, it is important to me as it signifies the longevity of our relationship.
The clay pot was made by me and holds important pieces of jewellery that I own, mostly inherited from my late grandmother. The way these items are contained in something made by me reflects my need to hold on to her memory and acknowledging her as a part of me. The small tree ornament to the right was also hers and holds special memories of her and my childhood.
The blue and white ceramic pot was my mums, she always had blue china in the house when I was young and it reminds me of my home growing up. It is next to my favourite photograph of my father who has also passed away. I had not noticed before that it was at the centre of the shelf which is interesting as it may be the most important memory, or the one I most need to hold onto.
The dried flowers are gifts from my boyfriend that I have not wanted to get rid of, they still look beautiful now they are dry and they represent the growth of our relationship.
The records in the back are Nina Simone, Sade and Grace Jones. Not only are these some of my favourite records but they also represent strong female energy and are all women who’s music and art have in some small way shaped who I am. They are a reminder to me of strength and female power. They are all songs which hold fond memories and are a reminder of not only my past but my future.
The photograph of Frida Kahlo holds significance to me because she represents strong female energy. She is also an artist I admire and who inspires me. Looking at this photograph of her everyday is in a way a reminder of the person that I want to be – she signifies creativity and resilience.
The jar was something I found in a charity shop, I liked it because the cat looks like my own and I guess this represents them. The jar holds dried lavender which grew in my front garden growing up and reminds me of the house.
The other various pots and containers are things I have collected over the years, they hold small collected objects such as rocks from Brighton beach and shells from holidays. I also had placed saffron which I had purposely not put in my kitchen. It is interesting to think about the offerings of food and drinks that people made in the spirit houses in Thailand and that perhaps this was in a way some kind of offering.
None of these things had been done purposely, or I had not previously thought they’d been. I did not realise how much this shelf signified to me before starting this project – which seems very obvious but was not something I had actually thought about in depth before. The way I have collected these things and attached meaning to them is something I believe a lot of people do. I think that maybe I had looked to this as a support system or some kind of physical reassurance. I think that one of the most obvious ways people use shrines is for mourning. Perhaps grief is a motivating factor for spirituality – many people find religion comforting in testing times. Could shrines be the physical manifestation of this – a way we can connect with some deeper understanding of the world and our place within it when we feel lost?
So far there seems to be themes of memory, mourning, past present and future, power, a sense of self, relationships, representation and offerings.